Day "5"
Kinda lost my daily schedule this week. Whoopsies!
I've been unfocused this week. I'm not really sure what to do with my time. Though I haven't spent it doing nothing, and while I've gradually accepted that no time is truly wasted, I'm beside myself. I'm not working much and my days feel aimless without the studying.
I think I just need to be more deliberate about my week as soon as it starts. For Monday, I need to have an itinerary. I still know what I want to do broadly speaking, but I'm not really doing much to act on it. I mean, this is something! I like where I'm at generally- like if I were to take myself out and show my past self where I'm at with having meaningful things to do with my day, I'd be shocked as to how much progress I'd have made. Not to lose sight of that or anything, but as far as pushing this website forward in terms of learning HTML and keeping up with my uploads and other desires, I've been a little slow. Certainly, between the endless hours of modding Need For Speed Underground 2 and my flip-flopping between lazing about and gym-going there exists time for me to not only work on stuff I actually need to complete in the short-term, but also time for things like this.
Surely.
So to this I wish to hold myself to a higher standard and move the ball forward with every kick. That is to say, I ought to kick the ball daily because no progress can truly ever be made if I don't accidentally boot it, shank it, or scuff it somewhere along the way.
